"Why?"

Hello...hello...is this blog still working? Just wondering but anyway, I just felt like writing and I need to say something out.

"Why?!" happens to be one of the biggest question for me today, I guess. Maybe it will be sticking next to me for this whole semester. There is always "Why this...?" and "Why that...?" I wanted to start this semester fresh, like any other semester, but somehow things just didn't go well and instead of me trying to make this semester good, it just turned out bad. I do not want to bother myself with all of these questions but then again, it just won't go away. There is no place I can run to and I know that running is not a good solution. I always make myself see the positive side in every situation but for this semester, it doesn't work for me somehow. I always try to stay positive because I know it's bad, but yet negativity somehow pulls me down with its power. Sometimes I just want to give up on everything I do. Sometimes I just wished that I hadn't done anything or started anything so that I don't have to suffer. Somehow, my explanation isn't enough or maybe because I'm just not good in explaning things. In the end, people will misunderstand what I have said. Communication barrier...that must be it.

I just hope that tomorrow will be a better day.